The shadows offer you coziness, warmth, comfort.. but you know.. she is not wanting you to be well, she wants to suck all your energy, she wants you to stop fighting for your life.. she wants to end you and let you you stay at the bottom of the well.. Don't let that happen, you are strong, intelligent and control your own life, life every day as if it were your last, be happy for everything you have and everything you conquer, it is your merit to be alive to be able to tell a life story